I know that this section is where I can impart something about myself. But lately as I’m approached by different people (which catches me by surprise) about this blog that I have created, the one question I’m asked is.. How do I write my posts? So instead of writing about me, I will share the process that takes place every time I post.

Well firstly, this blog was birthed out of a random moment one evening. I’ve had this analogy and message that God spoke to me a few days prior to my first post “Stay on your lane”. And from then on, I’ve found a new passion in exposing my heart in written form. For those that know me, I’m very much a words person and a girl who is melancholic, in other words I like to think alot.

Please know that each time I write, its from experience. To be honest its very easy to write eloquent words and extravagant analogies, but to pen down or rather type a revelation, an emotion, a vision or a piece of my heart is quiet difficult.

Throughout the day or days, God will reveal to me certain things that inspire me to write. For many years I’ve tried to change my life from the outside, from my actions and words. But by the grace of God, He has showed me how to truly and genuinely change my life by altering my heart and letting that change from the inside to outpour to the outside. The posts are inspired during diversely different moments of my day. Some are spoken to me through worship, or a conversation with someone or even during lonely morning train rides.

Some have asked if I plan out my posts like an essay. The answer is no. To be honest, before I actually start typing away I probably only have one or two lines in my head. But as soon as I start, words that I never thought I had just flow out of my heart. An organ which I rarely used before. But through this blog, God has showed me what it feels to live by heart.

Know that behind every virtue and standard that I type, there is a girl who has broken them, challenged them and disregarded them. I have not lived a perfect life, nor am I even remotely close to it. Many refer to me as the “smart” girl, but to tell you the truth, there are countless times where purity and wisdom was void in my actions, words, thoughts, motives and emotions. But in spite all that, I am privileged that God has so mercifully used me to reveal aspects of His heart in my own way, through words.

I have failed.

I have broken down.

I have sinned.

I have fallen short.

But what matters now, is that I love.